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I miss the way you speak when you're half asleep
And what's the point when I'd rather be, anywhere but here
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I'm getting over this feeling inside my chest
And I keep writing all these songs to just forget
Maybe it's not that hard to leave my bed, and I keep counting sheep again
And I can't tell if you are fine
It's been getting harder to fall asleep
And I wish, I was dreaming about you when I close my eyes
And everyday I'm wondering how you've been
And everything you said, I feel it in my chest
And all this time it took to realize you're so far away
And I just wish that everything could be the same as it was
I'm getting over this feeling inside my chest
And I keep writing all these songs to just forget
Maybe it's not that hard to leave my bed, and I keep counting sheep again
And I can't tell if you are fine
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hey you
03:37
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Oh god
I haven't seen you in a week and I can't wait to get the call that you're here now
You wish you could stay and so do I
Do you want to watch Zombieland and stay inside?
I know you can't but that's not the point
It's about the time we spend not how we spend it
See you in a few weeks or so
Who really knows? So take this as a farewell gift
Hey you
Are you still waiting for me to let you know I fell asleep again?
It's all in my head
I'm more stressed than you'll ever know
So please just help me take it slow now and make it out alive
There's so many places I'd rather be
I wish we could close the space between you and me
Of course it's the stupid things I miss like getting mediocre fast food with my friends
Can someone tell me when this will end
So I can resume every little thing I do
It's looking like a few months or so now so let me know what I can do for you
Hey you
Are you still waiting for me to let you know I fell asleep again?
It's all in my head
I'm more stressed than you'll ever know
So please just help me take it slow now and make it out alive
I call you up but you're still asleep
Longing for some peace and palm trees
All this time I spend awake, I contemplate all of this change
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The path I've taken is overgrown
Grass peaks out of the cracks I've shown
Since I left you I can't find my way
Out of this headspace, simple decay
So tell me one more time
'Cause I can't seem to find where you've gone
You all fade to black
It's not hard to understand where I went wrong
Things have changed, will they ever be the same, I don't know if I'm okay
Tell me, why, am I doing alright, am I doing just fine
It seems to me, I've ended up in this place due to my own mistakes
Tell me why
There's so many things I will never see
Like late night drives and caffeine dreams
It's the simple things that get to me
Like yellow flowers and lime st.
So tell me one more time
'Cause I can't seem to find where you've gone
You all fade to black
It's not hard to understand where I went wrong
Things have changed, will they ever be the same, I don't know if I'm okay
Tell me, why, am I doing alright, am I doing just fine
It seems to me, I've ended up in this place due to my own mistakes
Tell me why, thing have changed
Tell me why, thing have changed
Tell me why, thing have changed
Tell me why, thing have changed
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deep fried oreos
02:43
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Staring out a window without a care in the world
I wouldn't think you'd notice but I'm not sure anymore
So breathe in breathe out let it all come crashing out
'Cause I don't know what you need
Tell me, tell me everything that you see
'Cause I don't know where you've gone
So stay awake, let me down easy
Everything hasn't been dreamy
The stress in my head or the twitch in my neck
Tell me again so I don't forget to breathe
Where are we going now? Anywhere but here
Everyday feels the same but I don't know what to change
So I'll try and try again and hope for a door to open
In your direction
Oh, you'll see you'll see everything that I'll be
Before you leave
So stay awake, and let me down easy
Everything hasn't been dreamy
The stress in my head or the twitch in my neck
Tell me again so I don't forget to breathe
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simulated summer
02:39
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I need an excuse to leave my house
It's starting to feel like there's no way out
Like if life sucks then why don't we get out
Of this town and away from all the stupid shit that you care so much about
Thanks for letting me down
Don't get me started on all of the things I have done wrong, counting up stories you're just as boring
I don't really care I've heard it all before but you don't need to go pulling up the floorboards
I'm so tired of writing sad songs about everything that brings me down
Like you and all your friends and all the stupid shit they said
Wasting time on all these pointless thoughts
I'll pray for better days
Don't get me started on all of the things I have done wrong, counting up stories you're just as boring
I don't really care I've heard it all before but you don't need to go pulling up the floorboards
Don't get me started on all of the things I have done wrong, counting up stories you're just as boring
I don't really care I've heard it all before but you don't need to go pulling up the floorboards
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I think you might miss this, I'll see you at Christmas
You are all the things I lack
You're crying over cookies
What is wrong with me, I just wanna be better in my head
What are you thinking, I can't keep on guessing every little thing you do
I wish I could help this, the sinking in my chest.
It's getting worse but I'll be fine
God I miss Jordan
It's getting kind of boring moving all out on my own
At least I have somewhere that's not my parents that I can call my home
But there are some things that I am still missing
I can't seem to find myself
It's looking like it might be a white Christmas this year but I'd rather have you here
I keep on thinking about everything I'm not but could be
The melancholy's setting in
I speak of myself harshly I'm sorry for everything I've been
I know I should be better to myself sometimes, but I swear I try
And when we're all 6 feet deep I hope I can say
I've been everything I wanted to be
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I've been trying to feel way less upset, everything in my head is so messed up
And I can't help but think maybe it's a part of being me
I can't really tell if this is worth it, 19 years do I still deserve this?
And in your eyes I'm perfect by disguise
I swear to god I'll, never call you back as much
As I'd like to I can't think like that
On the phone, I can't help but think about
Everything I'm so put down about
I don't know what, all your best friends say
I wish I knew but I know I can't think that way
On the wall the pictures are falling down
I know this hurts the most, got to leave this town
I can't see what you want me to be
And I can't help the feeling I'll fuck this up again
And I'll waste away all this time alone with you, just like we used to do
The seasons change so I know I can't stay the same
Or I'll fall right back again
I swear to god I'll, always call you back
And I can't believe I used to think like that
On my phone I can't help but think about
Everything that I'm so brought up about
I don't know what, all your best friends say
But now I know, I know can't be the same
On the wall the pictures are going up
I know it hurt the most, I've got to stick around
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Everything you do is so complicated
And I don't know the truth, now that you're jaded
From all the times you lie awake
and think about how
it ended up this way
For, better or worse, better or worse
So tell me again everything said went through my head
Do I mean anything?
Say I don't mean anything to you
Do I really know you now?
Have you doubts I'll find my way out
I told you once I told you twice
Say anything to be in my life
Everything you say is so mundane
But I don't know if you care to follow through
On everything you never did
Is it all time well spent?
Cause, I don't know now, yeah I don't know now
So tell me again everything said went through my head
Do I mean anything?
Say I don't mean anything to you
Do I really know you now?
Have you doubts I'll find my way out
I told you once I told you twice
Say anything to be in my life
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10. |
kombucha drunk
04:09
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I'm okay, at least that's what I say
So what's the point, when I'm always so blue
Holding on, to the person I once was
I'm trying to breathe, but I can't feel a thing
I'm still writing, love songs about you
I don't know why I, bother now that we're through
Maybe it's just my life, perfectly melodramatic just like you
The more I ponder, the more I wonder how you are
Show me all the songs you wrote about how everything is okay
Help me find the space between every line you wrote about me
All this time has passed but I'm not sure I can forget
I wish you knew everything that I never did
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Everett Tea Camas, Washington
Everett Tea is a emo/indie band from Camas, Washington comprised of Hayden DeVore (guitar/vocals), Chris Buchholz
(guitar/bass) and Audrey Gwyn (drums)
For updates on music releases, merch, live shows, etc. follow us on Instagram @EverettTea
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